I really cant say it to your face or whatever you want to call it..

But what my problem is is that i get irked when i try so hard to keep a conversation going when i feel like you dont even want to talk to me. Youre always telling me that youll be there for me, but honestly i feel like youre not. I know we talked about just being friends, but its hard for me to not want something else. Even though it was a mistake you made about that whole situation we had and that it only happened in a week, but i seriously fell hard for you. It wasnt just because it was what you said to me, it was because ive been waiting for someone to come along and i finally thought i found the one. But i guess i was wrong. I really wish you hadnt told me all those things. From the roses to the distance thing, i wish i hadnt happened at all. You said you didnt want to ruin our friendship, but when you told me i shouldnt like you, you kind of already did. Now, it just hurts because it wasnt the first time this situation happened to me and it hurts going through it twice. Thats why ive been sad and hurt lately. Im sorry i couldnt say this to your face, it just hurts.